i went to attend my sisters capping!! mom and dad can't make it thats why i have to go even if i don't want too. 

anyway lets get the story short since i am too sleepy! when they are already awarding the capping i feel pity for my sister. all her classmates are with their parents "BOTH" and she is only with me who is so bored and bugging her what time will the occasion ends because i want to go home.  She just said i have to wait for few more minutes i was so insensitive.. 

after the ceremony and it's time for picture taking with the parents she was left alone because those who have parent will take the picture first and she was not with mom and dad. I don't know what she's feeling deep inside but i know she feels terrible inside behind those smile she gave me while she asked me to take picture with her as parents and how she explains to her classmates that mom and dad can't make it. 

she was brave to put on a smile for three hours with out any signs of sadness but if only people look in her eyes the way i did... behind that smile is an empty heart wishing maybe mom and dad is here to watch her get the cap!!!

sometimes in our life we have to mask a smile just so other people will think were doing fine but sometimes when something is missing we don't have to pretend that we don't long for it... because the more it hurts the more we long for it....

anyway to my sister congratulation to you future nurse!!